First Impressions Of Earth

the devil and god are raging inside me

2009-09-05T22:22:00.001+08:00

Don't be waves
Come to seal my fate, marine
Just pretend
That you want me
And be my babe

Don't be that note I can't hold
Don't be that joke that I told and told 'til it got old
Don't be that hand around my throat so I can't breathe
You say you're my friend, but why won't you be my family?
Brand New x Not The Sun

it's a rare , beware!

2009-09-05T22:10:00.005+08:00

I had switched to LJ a while back.
But I've never closed down this site, as I always believe in 'knowing your roots'.
Well I guess since no one visits this site(at least to my knowledge), I'm gonna make a rare one.

I am selfish, I am unkind, I want your body&mind.
I believe in fate, what did you ate?
Everything happens for a reason, the good&bad.
But I'm not as wayward as you think I am, mom&dad.

Ambition.
I've always said that I wanted to be an Economist.
No,(they do not know that) I wanna be a Musician.
Or..............anything that has to do with music.
Music reviewer, producer, festival planner, etc

I wanna travel the world and go for marquee music festivals.
Pinkle Pop, Reading, Glastonsbury.
I wanna be a famous music reviewer and my words are like heroine.
Jesse Lacey, Conor Oberst, Pete Doherty.
I wanna be their Biographer.
I wanna know what's running in their mind,
how they come up with those lines or hooks of pure genius.

I have problems speaking.
I wished I hadn't.
But that doesn't stop me from doing things that I want to.
Or so I thought, (I am a pessimist, I doubt myself)

They say music mends broken hearts.
Broken hearts.. that means they're fragile?
But hearts, they just spurt out red blood or just stop pumping.
I.need.(heart).surgery.

Last Shadow Puppets x Meeting Place

2009-07-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

The colder the night gets,
The further she strays.
And he doesn't like it,
Being this way.
And she tried so hard to steer away from the meeting place,
But her heart had led her there.
She clings to his consciousness,
Wherever he lays.
He struggles to sleep at night and during the day.
He's worried she's waiting in his dreams to drag him back to the meeting place.
His love had left him there.
Where her voice still echoes,
"I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I met you".
As she turned into the night, all he has was the words,
"I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I left you".
For weeks they had strolled around,
Playing the fools.
They knew the time would come and time would be cruel
Because it is cruel to everyone
He's crying out from the meeting place
He's stranded himself there.

Honarary Title x Far More

2009-05-31T16:00:00.001+08:00

Is this a sign of our demise?
Or is it just the opposite?
I love you and I miss you
What else is there to say?

Takes a hell of a lot more to complete this
Far more, far more to recreate

Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we can take

When you decide
How much time
Do you let, do you let, do you let, do you let pass before

These false starts
These small meals
They're for my, for my starving hands
Just treading, just treading shallow water
Avoiding the drop, the drop in the ocean floor

Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we possess

How much, how much, how much, how much longer, girl
How much longer do we need to wait?

For a moment when the blare of the tv subsides
And then song fills the air, playing every night
The change in the key feels like
The change in the season

I pretend almost every, every other night
That this body and it's entirety belongs to me, every breath
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
All night

Well, you can't dictate the way, the way I'm gonna feel
No matter what, no matter what I'm forced to see
I'll be the one free of jealousy

Well, you can't dictate the way, the way I'm gonna feel
No matter what, no matter what I'm forced to see
I'll be the one free of jealousy

Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we can take

So well, so well, so well rehearsed
I coordinated this kind of mess

I'll do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like, do it like we used to, like we used to do

I love you
And I miss you
What else is there to say?

This Providence x Let Down

2009-05-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

I got those lovesick blues
I feel it more than ever
Sinking in my chest like a ship in the blue, do do dodo
She was a drug I abused
I feel a rising fever
Shaking in my sleep left me broken and bruised, do do dodo

She said "you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."
She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"

I got those lovesick blues
Cause I sold my soul to the devil
She was well dressed and she knew what to do, do do dodo
I'm painted crimson and blue
She was a ruthless artist
Traded my skin for cheap sex and tattoos, do do dodo

She said "you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."
She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I, I never will, I never will"

She sealed my fate with her conniving sugar kisses
I took the bait, she told me I didn't know what I was missing

She sealed my fate with her conniving sugar kisses
I took the bait, she told me I didn't know what I was missing

She said "you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."
She said "you're just a let down,
I've finally found the nerve to say
I never loved you anyway
I never did and I, I never will, I never will

She sealed my fate with her conniving sugar kisses
I took the bait, she told me I didn't know what I was missing

She sealed my fate with her conniving sugar kisses
I took the bait, she told me I didn't know what I was missing.

France lyrics

2009-03-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

The ideal girl,
In London from France
Came Over and left me,
She left me entranced.
Now I have to get by,
Once again on my own,
Nothing but... memories.

See i remember your eyes,
In their dark shade of brown,
While these blue eyes of mine,
They stay closed.
I kissed you goodby on the M-109
I choked as I watched the bus go, oh-oh

[Instrumental chorus]

Choking and smoking to your angelic soul,
Choking and smoking myself into a hole,
where the only way out is to sleep and to dream,
and to cry... out your na-a-ame

Title & Registration

2009-03-18T08:20:00.000+08:00

The glove compartment is inaccurately named
And everybody knows it
So I'm proposing a swift orderly change

Because behind it's door
There's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all I find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When I stumbled upon pictures I tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head
Because it's too important to stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone, it's like it wasn't there at all
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone, it's like it wasn't there at all
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When I'm lying awake at night

2009-03-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

When everything is lonely
I can be my own best friend
Get a coffee and the paper
Have my own conversations
With the sidewalk and the pigeons
And my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening
By the morning looks like shit

The Sun Still Sleeps

2009-03-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

I thought you'd come back at least I prayed
The romance has been dead for years
But i've been too afraid to dig the grave
relief support never came
memories carry me through the day
of when we were kids
and angels came to watch us play
close my eyes just for tonight
the sun still sleeps and when she wakes
a movie that plays in my mind
remembering you helps me survive
every day a re-run of the next
I promised to stay by your side
that all would change i can't complain
another victim of the game
maybe love will find us again
for there is always tomorrow
sincerely till the end close my eyes
just for tonight the sun still sleeps
and when she wakes you'll be a memory

2009-03-06T02:15:00.001+08:00

They're only chasing safety.

Why do girls tilt their heads to one side when they take pictures ?

2009-02-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

All the right reasons.

Man, i'm listening to Nickelback and this is bad.

Oh yeah, Megan Fox is single again! :D

2009-02-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

Hey you.

Nothing To Do With You - The Pigeon Detectives

2009-02-22T16:20:00.003+08:00

Lazy Sunday Afternoons.

Today I took a break around 4pm from studying, switched on the radio and lied down on my bed while i played Werder Bremen vs Ac Milan on the PSP.

The weather was amazing, just a cool breeze from the just ended rain.

And the radio, to me, played 2 of the most appropriate consecutive songs then.

Gym Class Heroes x Cupid's Chokehold
The Fray x You Found Me

It was definitely one of the times when I felt most peaceful and at ease.

Oh, the simple pleasures in life :)

2009-02-14T19:56:00.001+08:00

soccer, checked. :)
studies, 23 feb.

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

2009-02-12T04:08:00.003+08:00

I know this sounds cliche, but the boy blocked his own shot again.

If it makes you less sad I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you are, I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of this state.
You can keep you yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint I will paint myself out.

It's cold as a tomb and its dark in your room when I sneak to your bed to pour salt on your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
You say you wanted a solution, you just wanted to be missed.

Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not.
I'm really, really sorry.

2009-02-08T18:10:00.003+08:00

A Division

I guess the middle of February is when the anticipation of A Divisions to come is at its highest.
I still remember the past two years, especially last year I couldn't wait for A Div to come.
Playing among few of the best players that I've played with and a team full of promises, is the highlight of my JC life.
The the hype to a match, adrenaline pumping hard in and the drama in a match and sadness/sorrow/happiness/ecstasy after a match, its one of the best things I've experienced in my life.
The bonds and friendships that you weave throughout it too are priceless.
Quite a heartache when we just missed out on qualifying.
Coach Lawrance's with his antics and coaching.
I can't stand in when my mom tells me i play soccer for the fame but truth is I love soccer, I've tremendous passion for it.
Well I've a chance to repeat this moment again, but I've other priorities this time.
Sigh, but I'd still give it a shot :)

Great Memories :)

2009-02-01T19:15:00.003+08:00

i wished i'm easily amused like you do

i wanna wear fred perry, be welsh and play at the Reading festival.

Dreams, ughh.

2009-02-01T19:05:00.002+08:00

Babyshambles x I Love You (but you're green)

I was a troubled teen
Who put an advert in a magazine
To the annoyance of my imaginary lover
She doubted my integrity
And this is what she said to me

She said oh, you, you're green
You don't know what love means
Oh let me tell you
It tickles you pink, oh yeah
Everybody likes to hear you scream
Fire and damnation, lamentations
For the likes of you

When she goes, oh just let her go
If she says she's going
Just make sure she goes
Make sure she goes

I was a troubled teen
Untroubled only in my daydreams
To the annoyance of someone or others
They doubted my philosophy
And this is what they said to me

Oh, you, you'll soon be up where you belong
But it's blood from broken hearts
And write the words to every song
And there's a beautific smile
For the fawners and the servants
Oh but I, only I

I can see the serpent
Oh, you, you're green
You don't know what love means
Let me tell you
It tickles you pink, oh yeah
Everybody likes to hear you scream
Fire and damnation, lamentations
For the likes of you

When she goes, oh just let her go
If she says she's going
Just make sure she goes
Make sure she goes

2009-01-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

school life's kinda hard now.
i guess things like this takes time.

2009-01-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

life's beautiful these days

first week of school's alright.
timetable suck.
I've tues and thurs that i have 3 h2 lessons on the same day and end at 5.
other days of school, just for the sake of coming to schoool.
getting used to the class, they're friendly people.
gonna go for soccer training this week
god, i miss soccer! (especially the a div competition period)

2009-01-20T22:34:00.004+08:00

oh where oh where could my baby be?

first day of school was alright :)
but the future still freaks me out!

2009-01-17T01:02:00.003+08:00

can't take my eyes off you

so I've got the weekend to continue being a reckless abandon, lose my liberty and become a skoolboy once again.
this time, i'm gonna do things right.

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you makes me weak
There are no words left to speak
So if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You’re just to good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you

gotta love the muse cover.

2009-01-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

Lover I Don't Have To Love.

Fuck you, jews !!

After getting that off my chest, I'm gonna apply for license tomorrow. Goodbye adult fares in a few months, hopefully.

And you said
"This is the first day of my life
Glad I didn't die before I met you
Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides, maybe this time is different
I mean, I really think you like me

- Bright Eyes x First Day Of My Life

2009-01-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Up In The Morning.

why can't adults act like they're adults.

why can't adults have a proper conversation when there are misunderstandings.

why can't adults just act like they're adults.

2009-01-10T03:24:00.002+08:00

What Katy Did Next..

There's a lesson I have learnt
If you play with fire you will get burnt
Hell hath no fury
Like woman scorned
I'll tell you my story
Make you wish you never, wish you...
Wish you never never, wish you never been born

I may never learn, never know
I may live and learn but never know
I may crash and burn, oh no
I may take my turn

If you love her, then tell her you love her and
You could be kissing her soon
If you need her, oh, tell her you need her and
You won't be missing her soon
Oh, but for a love to be true
It must come from her too

2009-01-10T03:24:00.001+08:00

2009, please get better.

2009-01-09T00:50:00.004+08:00

threatmantics.

after what i found out, you disgust me.
i never, ever want to know you anymore.
ever again.

''I think, that the end is decided for you, how you get there is something you choose for yourself,''

-Azie

well this girl never fails to suprise me with her thoughts and words
:)

2009-01-07T04:24:00.003+08:00

Black or White

"So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.''

2009-01-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

sdneirf

gotta weed out the fake ones from the rest.

2009-01-05T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hello to you. Its been a while since i wrote a long post so, here's to a first after a long while! Tonight I met an old real good friend of mine and we sat, talked, walked, talked. Its been a while since i met her and we had a real, real deep good talk about everything that was bothering us in life. She has always, been the one that I've turned to for advice and sort but i've to admit that i've taken her, and her advices for granted.

Well, these past months have been one of the hardest that I can remember. However, I'm thankful that it happened, in every sick way. I've really thought about what i've done, doing and gonna do in life. I've really pondered on who am i really is as a person, and what do i wanna be in future. Let's hope for the best!

I've asked a couple of my friends this question that I myself have gone into a deep thought about it. "Do we determine our own fate or God has written our destiny for us?" I mean everything that we do, no matter how hard we put in, if it's not ours, its just not ours. That's when you can try to comfort yourself that there might be something better in store for you. The irony.

Did I make sense? Oh well.

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried?

standing on the rooftops, everybody scream your heart out!

2009-01-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

Feeling Good.

Feeling Good - Muse.

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me..
And I'm feeling good

I'm almost giving up writing some long post for 2008 and the new year.
Well, we'll start the new year with this great song by Muse.
Heard this when I caught 7 pounds as a pre New Year celebration movie yesterday.

Happy New Year :)

2008-12-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I'M SO FAR AWAY FROM HOME !

Oh My God - Kaiser Chiefs

Well, gotta love the Kaiser Chiefs. This song reminds me of the Immersion Trip to Indonesia, it was the furthest away from home. Well, if only we could have stayed longer, i kinda miss the fun,carefree time and people that i went with.

On another note, I've to sleep soon cause i gotta work tomorrow.
Well this pay is gonna last me for New Year.
Shucks.

2008-12-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

i think Christmas is overrated and over commercialized

Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem is gonna last
More than the weekend

Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die
But I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Or do I float through the ceiling

Or do I divide and pull apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you're coming in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time, O Lord, to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
We all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
We all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

2008-12-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Jon & Kate plus 8

So I've been constantly waking up to catch my family catching this show on Discovery Home & Health (?). Its about this couple Jon & Kate that got married, had TWINS and then SEXTUPLETS ( 3 girls & 3 boys). Mathematics wise, so there are 10 members in the family, 8 children and 2 adults.

This show is really good, you get to see the antics of these cute toddlers. Plus, Jon's Korean and you can actually see all these kids with unique features. This got me thinking how'd my children would look like in the future, if i get married and have kids that is. Oh and i just spoke to a friend online and she wanted to name her son , 'Optimus Prime'. HAHAH.

Its a great family show and what maybe really attracts me and my family to the show is the 'big family' thing. Well, my family's quite big too and i can't really imagine how my mom actually brought all six of us up when we were still little. Well, I'd say she's supermom. Hahah.

At a certain part of the show, I started wondering how I was when I was a toddler and my mom told me I was real quiet and obedient.

Well as they say, you never grow up.. HAHAHAH !

It's Not Your Fault x New Found Glory

2008-12-24T14:28:00.001+08:00

this song help's me tell my story.

what's new.

2008-12-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

kids,
they surprise you in many ways.

2008-12-23T01:35:00.004+08:00

La Belle et La Bete

I was watching the Singapore match yesterday night at Kallang (yes, yes we all know Singapore lost)

There were a couple of men in their 40s (?) critcizing and shooting every single player on the field.

I think these men are just vent up with frustrations and anger from everyday life and take it all out on the players.

Middle-life crisis, perhaps?

2008-12-23T01:33:00.001+08:00

here come's the delivery, with a heart of a misery

you think i believe what you people say ?!

hahahahahahahahahahahhahhahaa.

2008-12-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

20.

And all the memories of the fights and nights
And the blue lights and all the kites
We flew together
I thought they'd fly forever

But all the highs and the lows
And the to's and the fro's
They left me dizzy
Oh darling won't you please forgive me

The girl I thought I knew has gone
And with her my heart it disappeared

I wished I had a British accent.

2008-12-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

oh how you annoy me

Sick of themselves and sick of their slums
Give everybody a gun and put it on the television

That’s the reality TV I’d pay to see
Lobotomise, celebritise every damn freak
Wanna be another one I never come and see
Moneys the church
fame is the steeple
Living on the town
Indoctrinate the people

What you trying to do to me?
It seems to come so naturally
How you annoy me
How you destroy me

And everywhere I’m walking like a cyclone
But don’t mind me
First in there
Chased by a Cyclops
Living on my own
No ships at sea

I owe more than I know to faces who never show
The places
It’s understood
I’ll be yours tomorrow
Three bags full of sorrow

2008-12-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

the boy who kicked out at world, the world kicked back a lot fuckin' harder.

I am a very, very sensitive boy.

Shoot me once, i might never talk to you again.

I'm vulnerable at times.

And sadly, you can spot me then with the way i talk.

I think a lot, sometimes way too much.

I think before I sleep, on the bus wherever.

Where's the switch to it?

I play best with behind a target man.

Well, don't expect me to run a lot.

I sing along expressways, roads loudly.

Well no one can hear me with the loud vehicles.

When Ruby's not with me I'd sing to myself.

Or I'd try to 'steal' music from long blasting earpieces.

Sometimes I wished I could delete all of you.

2008-12-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

OF.

wednesday.
x's.
birthdays.
hot dances.
hot kisses.
huge disappointment.
you.

2008-12-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

Is cruel or kind not to speak my mind and to lie to you rather than hurt you.

I need a new acoustic and guitar pick.

2008-12-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

when it suits you, you're a friend of mine

2008-12-15T00:48:00.001+08:00

oh.

i love sharing good lyrics.

this site shall be a blog/lyrics site

ha ha :)

2008-12-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

you girls turned so cheap, you make me leap

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you

Here is where we both go wrong

Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So tie me up
And toss this key
Because for now we're living

In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes

Well look who's dying now
Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
Never mattered anyway

I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes

2008-12-13T00:03:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i missed these.

sighhhhh :((((

2008-12-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

i love you but you're green

easy/lucky/free

2008-12-12T01:09:00.003+08:00

Could I show you a magic trick?

She's such a pretty girl
She's always falling down
I think I just fell in love with her
But she will never remember, remember

And I can always find her
At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk's insanity
A sad & lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out
Baby, come on
As if theres something familiar about me
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

& she said;
"I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight, I hate this fucking town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
but they will never remember, remember

So please take me far away
Before I melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me"
A sad & lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out
Baby, come on
As if theres something familiar about me
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out
Baby, come on
As if theres something familiar about me
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out
as if theres something familiar about me
Quit crying your eyes out
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

- +44 x Baby Come On

2008-12-11T00:54:00.001+08:00

the future freaks me out

i got a job.

i'm gonna be a magician for a day.

and they're paying me 10 dollars/hr.

woo hoo.

I walk you home 'neath the starry skies
And I'll compliment your pretty eyes
I'll tell you no
Maybe I'll write you a letter

2008-12-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

imran gains 10 exp points

:)

2008-12-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

Revolverheld

I'm dying for it.
God, I know you have a masterplan for me.
let tmrw be one of them, please.
d-day! d-day!

you've found your happiness,
now, its my turn.

i want ipod.
i want ipod.
i want ipod.

-Sic Transit Glory Fades

2008-12-08T03:27:00.001+08:00

I do have passion, i'm just lazy.

"okay so, doctor or psychiatrist?"

2 or 4?

2008-12-08T03:19:00.004+08:00

2 or 4?

I can't believe what I've heard about you .
But,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

-Jekyll /Hyde?

there she goes, a little heartache

2008-12-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

What a nice day for a murder
You call yourself a killer but the only thing your killing is your time
There's nothing absurder
A bird is a burden
To your heart your soul your body, spirit and mind

Don't look at me like that
She won't take you back
said to much
You been to unkind
Get up off your back
Stop smoking that
You could change your life
You just might change her mind
But I've met someone that makes me feel seasick

Never Miss A Beat

2008-12-03T00:38:00.006+08:00

I guess this is a day late, but I'm back from Indonesia.

Here's a few pics that I have with me, i might upload more in the future.

These are the guys that I was kinda more close with : Eddy, Darren and Glenn.

and this mat called ridhwan.

Hahah, more updates/pics up soon.

where the fuck were/are you at the lowest point in my life?

Shoop, Shoop, Shoop De-Lang, De-Lang

2008-11-23T03:40:00.004+08:00

Courtesy of school, I'm off to Indonesia in a few hours time.
I contemplated on blogging a long long post about my thoughts/feelings etc.
But i'm kinda tired right now.
I'm having mixed feelings about the trip right now or i'm just excited about my first plane ride (i'm such a loser i know hahah)
Truth be told, I'm quite happy to leave this shithole.
No, no don't get me wrong.
I actually do like this country but at times the way this country manipulates you, it can actually make you crazy.
The past few weeks or month has been mentally tiring/depressing for me and things aren't just going in my way.
Maybe this country is female, cause at times it can really be a bitch.
A long deserved holiday for me, perhaps?
Coincidence or anything, Jude Law and Semester Abroad is playing on my itunes right now.
Or this trip is gonna get my mind off things and straightened out my thoughts.
Wow, it has turned out to be a long post actually.
Oh well, at least i'm rich ! ( in ruppiah laaa )

Im Not Sorry - The Pigeon Detectives

I’ll never take it back
I’ll never take it back
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I’m not sorry
No, I’m not sorry
No, I’m not sorry
No, I’m not sorry

Things you say, they sound so fake
Can make me drink until I ache

LGFUAD

2008-11-22T03:06:00.002+08:00

I caught Body Of Lies today and its quite a good show.
Its about US war on terror and it focuses on two guys, one of them Ferris played by Leonardo Dicaprio.
I really love the part when he was gonna get killed ala Al-Qaeda beheading video.
This scene showed him telling off the so called "sheik'' and telling him that the terrorists misinterpreted a line in the Al-Quran to justify their acts of so called 'jihad'.
What he said really cleared up the wrong links between Islam and Terrorists.
Go watch the show, i'd give it 4/5.

iTunes playing : Death Cab For Cutie x The Ice Is Getting Thinner

Girls are naturally nice, they reply/text anyone or everyone

2008-11-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

I'm hooked to Interpol & The Pigeon Detectives these days. Here are two of my favourite tunes :

Interpol x Slow Hands

The Pigeon Detectives x I found out

So have a listen guys. The latter is the song that i'm addicted to plus i'm not sorry by TPD.

What are you gonna do?
Who are you, really?
What am I destined in life?
Are they gonna let me have what i want?

These are the questions that have been stuck in my head for quite a while now.
Do YOU have the same thoughts too?

Okay, i'm gonna get a huge/terrible stomach because of the night out today.
Bummer.

We don't need to whisper...

2008-11-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

I did some research and I found out that the venue AVA's playing the whole place is seating.
Did you guys catch the PM's national rally speech?
Yes, its there.
Gonna be weird to seat down and watch the show, but its my first time doing so and i guess the crowd would end up standing up.
What's worse, I'm thinking of buying the 85 dollars one and i hope that that we can get seats not too back or i gotta end up buying the 100 dollars one.
And i can't check the website cause the fucking sistic website is closed down.
My sister's can't go for now cause she's broke.
Zakk's in and I hope Mas can go too.
I'm still trying to pull people to go with and i tell you it isn't easy cause, my circle of friends aren't really into AVA or Blink 182 for that matter.
And they can see how super high i can be for the first time.
I still remembered the Muse concert that i went with Naqib, and he went all high but not suprising cause i've seen that chap like that a couple of times in school before.
HAHAH.
Oh yeah, i just remembered Tom's voice sucks when he sings live.
bummer.

Better Memories Here Anyway ;)

2008-11-17T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hello, its been a while. :)

i can't wait to make you mine
i've had my eye on you since summertime
oh, won't you tell me just exactly what to do
to get with you

shoot me down before i make a move
but i won't stop till i'm with you
oh, won't you tell me just exactly what to do
to get with you

i can't wait to make you mine
i've had my eye on you since summertime
oh, won't you tell me just exactly what to do
to get with you

Untitled

2008-11-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

I think awhile ago, we might have had it all,
I was so stupid then, you needed time to grow.
But now just as things change, as well my feelings do,
In time things rearrange, I am so sick of chasing you!

But what do I get cause I just seem to lose,
You make me regret those times I spent with you.
And playing those games as I wait for your call,
Now I give up, so goodbye and so long!

It's not a change of pace, this time I'll get it right.
It's not a change of taste, I was the one there last night.
You have your other friends,
They were there when you cried.
I didn't mean to hurt you then,
Best friends just don't leave your side.

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace, this time I'll get it right.
It's not a change of taste, I was the one there last night.

When I needed you most was when I needed a friend,
You let me down now like I let you down then.

So sorry, it's over.

2008-09-05T02:50:00.002+08:00

Lj's still being a bitch. Hmm seems to not like me anymore. Everytime i try to log into the website, it hangs and it takes eons to load a page. Anyone has the same problem as me?

Anyways, i'm taking a break from learning about unemploymeant and spilling my thoughts out about some stuffs. I would reason this out to boredom or i'm just enjoying this. Its almost 3am in the morning right now, and i think 'I might just be crazy'. Hahaha.

Let's start with some significant things that's happening in the world today. As all avid football fans in the world, like me, would know that the once gem starlet Robinho signed for, Manchester City. Haha, yes not UNITED but CITY. Pele said Chelsea were lucky to miss out on him, cause this guy really has some mental problems. Hahah, won't disagree with him. City obviously got the funds from Abu Dhabi Group, their new owners. They are reportedly richer than Roman Abramovich (yes the owner of chelsea!) Now who could be richer than him? Well kings of the oil industry. They are planning to make City a power house in football in three years. Well i wish them all the luck in the world, just make sure they don't get their funds frozen to like a poor tom yam ex-prime minister did. Hahaha.

Moving on, let's go to the world of politics. Russia apparently invaded Georgia and blaming the US for it (well i would too). Members of G8, the association of the world's richest countries, are planning to kick Russia's ass out. But the new SU ain't scared, they are saying that G8 won't dare as they are deemed indispensable to the association. Okay, lets talk about lovely America now. The presidential candidancy is heating up between Barack Obama and John Mc Cain. The former is gunning to be the first black president, while the latter another G Bush i suppose? I would support Mc Cain, only because he has a hot MILF as a vice president. BUT. I shouldn't get personal fantasies into these topics. I'm rooting for Obama. (change the b and you'll get osama). Okay i shouldn't digress. You see i'm pro-Obama as i'm always for the underdogs and Mc Cain just seems like retired old man that's bored and restless. Alright, maybe not a strong point but Oprah cried for him during one speech. Now that's a strong point to back me up, no? Its Oprah Winfrey for christ sake!

Okay, my fingers are tired and my eyes are getting sleepy. I need to top up on that caffeine and continue on with my mugging.

Kupetik bintang, untuk kau simpan

Cahayanya tenang, berikan kau perlindungan

Sebagai pengingat teman

Juga s'bagai jawaban Semua tantangan :)

No brakes

2008-09-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

"you won't know!"

since lj's being a screwed up bitch right now, i'll shall revert back to blogger for the time being.

fasting month's here, and i am proud to say i've completed 3 days already.

mugging for promos is such a chore, and roar?

dejavu?

14012008

2008-01-14T22:14:00.001+08:00

I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold, a heart thats harder than stone but it hurts a whole lot and its missed when its gone.

14012008

2008-01-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close, you are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins. Holding on to yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.

Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.

09012008

2008-01-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Blink 182 - All Of This

you can't even trust the people close around you.

i just wish that i could leave everything behind and go somewhere else and start everything afresh.

and play it like a game like you do.

bye.

07112007

2008-01-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Stop making the eyes at me and I'll stop making the eyes at you

And what it is that suprises me

Is that I don't really want you to.

07012007

2008-01-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

TIME

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that your leavin
You must have your reasons
The season is callin
Your pictures are fallin down

The steps that I retrace
The sad look on your face
The timing, and structure
Did you hear that he fucked her?
A day late, a buck short I'm writing the report on losing, and failing
When I move, I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sticks to the masterplan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long to face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up
Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You'll show up, and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile, and you'll wave
And pretend it's ok
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone I wont come back

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sticks to the masterplan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long to face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

03012008

2008-01-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

firstly i would like to wish everyone a happy new year.

hope that 2008 will be good to you.

i like new years, maybe mostly because i like like new beginnings.

2008, i've my own resolutions. what about you?

anyways, its the second day of school. well, i'm a retainee so studying hasn't really started for us. truth is, it hasn't started. i'm going to school for some motivational talk by an ex-nanyang teacher named mr thaddeus thomas. i'd say the talk is really good, and knowledgeble. what better still, the speakers real good too. though i fell asleep at times in class, the rest of it i actually pay-ed attention. i just found out that i'm an 'audio-digital' person. that means, i'm a 'hearing' person, i think. thaddeus said that audio-digital people, they place their listening ear towards the person that's talking to them. thats why they don't make eye-contact. i guess that really true, as i am guilty of that. i don't really look at the face of the person talking to me, thats because i need time to dissolve and understand what the person is talking about. err, yeah.

i think the retaininee bug or whatever you call it is getting on to me? i do feel a bit lousy and a tinge of regret when i do meet up with my ex classmates in school. i see them, in J2. and what's worse my ex class was really a good class with colourful personalities. whats more, they're noisy, and i love noisy classes. to think of it, all my classes that i've been in my whole life are noisy and would have this 'joker' in class. secondary school, kai xun and here in nan yang, i guess it'd be charan (this indian gay dude). i really wish my class this year would be gooddd.

the thing is, my ex-classmates are taking their a levels this year and by this year a levels are gone from their sight! grr, i wouldn't mind graduating with them. in fact, i'd love it.

cheers to them.

and get well soon the glam one! :D

be my, be my rock and roll queen

2007-12-30T11:53:00.001+08:00

you are the sun,
you are the only one

28122007

2007-12-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

everytime i have a bad feeling about something, it turns out to be true.

i wished i had the brain of a five year old kid, who thinks of only play and food and is oblivious about whats happening around him and with smile on his face always.

most of the times, i think a lot/too much

and i hate it.

25122007

2007-12-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

I've been a pig these days, sleeping real late and waking up only at ten. Latest was 12.

oh well.

all i want for christmas is..

you know.

23122007

2007-12-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

i want 31st to come soon!

23122007

2007-12-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

got this from a close friend.
found it real meaningful.

A MAYONNAISE JAR & 2 CUPS OF COFFEE‏

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golfballs. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.He shook the jar lightly.The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favoritepassions--things that if everything else was lost and only they remained your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car.The sand is everything else -! - the sm all stuff. If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.

The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

20122007

2007-12-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims.
Food, glorious food.
I'm full and err, not happy.
Cause you're off to J.Co land.

hey,
stop crying your heart out.

i miss homework.
okay, bye.

12122007

2007-12-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

i want an ipod.
i want an ipod.
i want an ipod.
i want an ipod.
i want an ipod.
i want an ipod.
i need an ipod.
i need an ipod.
i need an ipod.
i need an ipod.
i need an ipod.
i need an ipod.

ah, come on just an MP3 will do!

11122007

2007-12-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Current Music : High and Dry - Radiohead.

this song is really stuck to my head.
thorme yorke, he is amazing.
plug headphones in my ear, i'll be a contented guy.

i've been thinking.
i've made plans, plans that i want to carry out.
but procrastination has always been getting the better of me.

yes, my past few posts has been emo and sort.
but oh well.
actually, i'm currently having the time of my life.

yes, i do think too much.
but you, you could do or even say something to prevent me from doing so.
save me, super-. err. yeah.

years coming to an end.
december, month of happiness and christmas.
its a season of giving, so you know what to do.
give.

2008.
i'd say one of the highlight years for me in my life.

2009.
i wish it'd be better,
hoping someone special will be there too.

is it too early to do a review of the year?

a mug of hot milo is calling me.
bye.

04112007

2007-12-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

i cant help it but i've to say that we drew VJC with a 1-1 draw.

if looks could kill, then staring would have been my profession.

okay, goodnight.

04112007

2007-12-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

its almost 2 am right now and i'm here blogging. so nights for me today have been spent with a good friend called Conor Oberst, and he brought along his friend along. his friend is a really really good person. his name is, 'Songs'. oh, he brought his band along too. people call them bright eyes.

these past nights and early mornings has been spent listening to Conor Oberst's friend. i've been lending him my listening ear and truth is i'd listen to him all night long. real interesting he is. real true he is. i find comfort and inspiration in them. however, thing is. he sounds rather like a sad and tortured soul.

i asked him before and he whispered to me, 'its all Conor's fault actually, its really his fault.'

then he said,
"I've got no plans and too much time
I feel too restless to unwind
I'm always lost in thought as I walk the block
To my favorite neon sign"

i smiled. me, i've plans and too much time, for now at least. before theories and assignments rain down on me next year.

then he asked me over.

"Did you forget the yellow bird,
did you forget the yellow bird?" he asked frantically.

he took a small silver wreath and pinned it on to me.
he said, "This one will bring you love"

i just looked at him with a puzzled look.
and I don't know if it's true.
but I keep it for good luck

after a while i told him i was tired. he looked at me, with a sad face. i pretended not to see it and proceeded to the door and held it open for him. i passed him his and conor's coats. i told them, ' you guys can come back tomorrow with your stories again!"

they smiled, and waved goodbye.

then it came to me, both of them sounded terribly similar.

30112007

2007-11-30T03:29:00.000+08:00

I had a beautiful, beautiful time
The walks and the talks were amazing
The kind of person I though I'd never find
I had a beautiful, beautiful time
You have a beautiful, beautiful smile
The way it cuts and collapses on your lips
And when you touch me, I shake like a child
It's late, I'm afraid you might leave
Because sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me
And there's nothing I can do to concentrate
It's so distracting always thinking of you
So I expose and explain and I meant everything that I said
It's moments like this that repeat and replay in my head
When I'm laying in bed
It's a beautiful, beautiful time
As we sat on the rooftop
The city lights embraces your design
My heart pounds as I lay by your side
Because sometimes I find that I am unable
To hide all these feelings that flow
In this room and in this dim light
You look so beautiful
I'm unclear with the words that I say
I'm happy when you are near and I wish that forever could stay
Just like today
You have beautiful, beautiful eyes
Oh, did i forget your smile?
So bright and alive and enchanting
I want to be with you all of the time
It's hopeless but I have to try anyway

i wished i had the tape and could run it again and again and again.

29112007

2007-11-29T12:05:00.000+08:00

Is it progression if a cannibal uses a fork?

you smile, I deserve better than this.
I dream of steel.

29112007

2007-11-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

He just can't help it.

He wakes up, pushes the pillow off his face. Looks at the time, its still early morning. To be exact, ten minutes to six in the morning. He can't sleep back, thoughts are racing through his head. What's worse, they're negative thoughts. Thoughts that he felt he shouldn't even came up with. He trys to shrug them off, and lumbers to the washroom.

He looks into the mirror. The thoughts, came rushing in back. With all the negativity.

Thoughts about last night.
Assumptions he made, came up with.
Everything she says, does ;climatizes the thoughts.
He may just be thinking too much.

but what if they might just be true.

28112007

2007-11-28T10:18:00.000+08:00

honestly, i feel like fuck.

after what i heard being misjudged,
today,i swear will be different.

26112007

2007-11-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

But I'll bet that you're running
I've been sleeping in the alkaline
I can't shake this little feeling
I'll never say anything right

I'm not your friend!
I'm just someone who knows how you feel.

26112007

2007-11-26T23:44:00.001+08:00

I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew

I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe...

26112007

2007-11-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

i believe you but my tommy gun don't.

I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew

I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe...

26112007

2007-11-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

i must've woke up on the wrong side of bed today.

i really want the job at toy's r us.

okay, good night.

24112007

2007-11-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

"This is the first day of my life
Glad I didn't die before I met you
Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy" :)

15112007

2007-11-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

We try but Avalon is always beside me.
And I'm falling apart, where is my home?
A riot grows and his eyes open up.
I once believed I would set you in line.

If only I had the strength then maybe you could believe in something else.

today was great.
YOU, hot dogs, ice cream and airplanes.

OH ESPECIALLY YOU,
you made it more special.

ILLLLLLLYYYYYYLLLLLLHHHHHH. :)

13112007

2007-11-13T10:44:00.001+08:00

THE SOUNDS.

go listen to them, you won't regret it!

13112007

2007-11-13T10:19:00.000+08:00

Hello there.

I took the bus home after yesterday's training and there was this part of the road that had a massive jam. At first I didnt think much about it as the road around school there was always congested. However, this time it was different. There was an accident between a car and a motorcycle.

So there i was, looking curiously at the aftermath. Both vehicles were damaged I'd say and suprisingly the front bumper of the car had worse. Then I became thinking about, death. ( Radiohead's High And Dry was playing, and it helped create the gloomy atmosphere ) HAHAH.

Yeah, death. Death happens that easily. I mean, you'd never know when death would come to you. People, old or even the young aren't spared of it.

Have you ever lied down on your bed, before you sleep and had this thought. The thought that you'd not wake up the next day. The thought that you feel that you might just sleep and never wake up again? Thoughts of your life, sins and your loved ones are running in your mind. It isn't a nice feeling.

I have.

09112007

2007-11-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

It's hard to wake up
when the shades have been pulled shut
this house is haunted
it's so pathetic
it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
the words rot and fall away
if a stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it every day

Their anger hurts my ears
been running strong for twenty years
rather than fix the problems
they never solve themit makes no sense at all
I see them everydaywe get along, so why can't they?
if this is what he wants and this is what she wants
then why is there so much pain?

09112007

2007-11-09T02:59:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME DONUTS TODAY.

and its not because of the donuts. :)

09112007

2007-11-09T02:37:00.000+08:00

Let me share with you a real life story.

People in Pakistan are chanting and shouting, " BHUTO! BHUTO! "

Thing is, its not wrong to say that there.

Because of this person. Benazhir Bhuto.

Hmm wonder what would happen if there was a Singapore vs Pakistan match at the now-defunct National Stadium.

um, its okay if you dont get it. :)

31102007

2007-10-31T14:49:00.000+08:00

fate.

i hope one day it'd be nice to us one day.

31102007

2007-10-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be
Well I am no gentleman
I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed
Back to same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of loving and love won't exist

tell her i still do for her
tell her i still do for her

I promised to stay by your side
that all would change i can't complain
another victim of FATE
maybe love will find us again
for there is always tommorrow

I thought you'd come back, so at least I prayed

and I still am praying.

27112007

2007-10-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
That vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated path
It’s disgusting, its offensive don’t stick your nose up at me

Yeah, so what do you have to say for yourself?

27102007

2007-10-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

where the hell is the reset button!

anyways, its been a while since i talked about life.
life.

er.
this is what i've to say.
its evil. unfair. tiring. frustrating.
or maybe its just me.

(okay, i still can't find inspiration. should read more news.)

but i will be back! i will be back!

this worlds an ugly place,
but you're so beautiful to me :)

24102007

2007-10-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

when you're before the line, be quick.
when you're just over or still on the line, do the same.
but if you're far over the line, hold and see.
if everything else is impossible, go for it!

oh.
dlyn. you're loved. :)